24 October 2006
hellooooooo grace! (:
its OCTOBER 24th already compared to the latest update in 13 July! heh. how fast time flies man. promos are over and we are still friends(HAHAHA). thou i wonder how. i have missed you greatly this year. i meant really
GREATLY. i see so little of you. like around less than 10 times maybe. but absence makes the heart grows stronger right? hee :D
and you know. i always cannot remember our username and pass for this blog! i tried and error and even accidentally entered your personal blog! hahaha.. anyway, that night when you made me walk in circles and didnt let me take my trishaw, was one of my happiest day this year. you can see that this year wasn't a very good year eh. hahahah.. no la. its just different with you and the bunch of the mong gang(:
i'm glad sa is treating you ok. haahah.. and i really must thank you for always making the effort to call me even if its about math questions. yuppp. hahaha.. and i'm so inactive! LOL. thanks mannn!
you know i love you lots right! :D i miss BOB!
with love,
LYDIA! :D
13 July 2006
booja! oh well cj and sa is still quite near. a zillion years since i last came here! heh
LYDIA I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL!!
MOOTHU!! wan an!
29 January 2006
heya!!!
can i propose something? we need to change our password! so long la. and i forgot the username! had to trial and error. it's worth the effort anyway.ehhhh.. today happens to be chinese new year. so,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! esp to you, grace!!yea.. eh. sorry ehhhhh. i think i am mean. sigh. reflections for this chinese new year. be nicer to you. hope you'll like that. it's hard being in a new school and everything. not seeing you as often.. hahahha. we feel how we feel inside. but OH WELL. i'm adapting well.. ok la. no point blogging about this..
just finish visiting my father's side of relatives. booga. not very interesting.. SO, you're in MALAYSIA! once again.. hope you'll come back safely.. sorry for not saying goodbye. i wasnt feeling right that day. yea.. have a great year ahead!! i guess you'll never ever consider coming to cj eh. hahaha.. so take care. see ya soon!
-lydia HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
29 December 2005
LYDDDIIIAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
goodness, you're still in india or somewhere around there. sniff. soon the new year will come. soon we won't be in the same school.. or at least for the first three months anyway. i'LL miss you mega loads and you had to be snatched away to india. rar. oh well. i hoped you liked it better than i liked shanghai. bleah. a horrendous and painful time there. hee hee, are you missing me? oh well, i just hope we'd still write something in this blog maybe once in awhile. at least, it will be something that we still share.
once my buddy, always my loving cute buddy!! .) do take care! i wish you the merriest new year coming up! love thee loads!! .D
-grace the merry mog
20 June 2005
i'm really lost for words. but if that's what you think of yourself always, i have nothing to say and i'll just stop whatever i'm doing ok?
period.
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04 June 2005
hey!! i know you really detest me for things i've done.. maybe you can't stand seeing my lack of interest for christ.or whatever stuff.but its me, me, me.you can be angry or pissed with me.i know you sometimes do.. but ultimately, its me.i may not be your ideal type of friend.i'm not what you seek, what you want to have.i did not give you the type of company you want. i'm not up to the type of expectations you want in a friend.i'm also not christ-centered as you want me to.
but i'm oblivious to what i've done.there are almost 5 billion people in the world.and one of them is what you really one.that person is HOLY.unlike me.
12 May 2005
HELLOOOOO000000oooooo...!
hee hee. the template now looks so clean and neat. grins. i feel kinda proud actually. my first blog, a joint blog though for three years and going? hahaha. lydia. which person won't feel stressed in sec 4. i have my doubts too on my own capabilites too. you're not alone for sure..
Religion parts people, yet it brings people together. i wish you had more faith. One of my biggest failure, was trying to revive your faith. don't say it doesn't matter because whether you like it or not, there'll be a path of heaven or hell one day. i've made many wrongs when i said trust me, but this is the strongest and the best answer i can give you. He exists even if you don't feel him. and one day, salvation will come, and i just want you as much as i want myself to be saved, to be the chosen people taken to heaven on Jesus' cloud. it may sound absurd, but that really is my greatest goal, far greater than my goal to temasek jc, or what ever crap school there is. that is just short term. very short term because we have a test going on right now, right this second, even the moment when you wake up, or when you drop and flop to bed. God sees, God hears, God knows everything through and through, and this test, no other human can set, is the hardest test of all, not even einstein can ace it. Only Jesus did. who can study for it when everybody's capabilities and weaknesses differ, people suffer hardships of different kinds. and that is the test. but anyway, i just hope you'll understand thatas much as we're imperfect, we should try to make perfect of our imperfectness.
i may sound like a bore and just a contradiction to my words because i'm not a good example, hurting you and stuff. i am really sorry for hurts inflicted in my insensitivity, but i just hope some words can sink in. There is a God, there is Jesus, and there is heaven as much as there is hell. What you can't see doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
BLEAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i just want a release of tension from within. poo.
